"I want to make a meaningful difference in the world." She said.
"Why?" S-H-E asked.
She went quiet for a while and gave this simple, yet deep query some honest thought.
Her mind started going in all directions - "Do I really want to do it for purely altruistic reasons? Or is it my ego, wanting to get in on the act? Do I feel it's the right thing to do? Or does this yearning come from somewhere deeper? Oh, dear, am I thinking too much about this question? Now I'm really confused? I thought I knew…………….maybe I think too much. How will I ever really know the answer?"
She still couldn't answer the question, but now she was ready to go deeper than the mind. Away from the minds chatter and judgement. She closed her eyes as if to switch off her chattering mind. She felt more peaceful, sitting with the question, not searching for the answer to it. The silence continued, but now She felt it's comfort, it's knowing without thinking. And so She relinquished herself deeper still into that space of knowingness. Not asking, or seeking, simply being. And within that space, She found S-H-E, the questioner, and with a gentle, peaceful smile of love and acknowledgement, She understood that She was S-H-E all along.
And the answer didn't matter, nor did the question, for she knew in her heart that She and SHE were never separate and that their path together was one of unveiling, of awakening, of returning to a state of pure love. And that on this path it wasn't the questioning or analyzing that mattered, but the act of trusting in herSELF and opening herSELF up to love so that She may truly feel it, just as S-H-E embodies it, in order to share it. And along that path to love, many lessons awaited. But she was ready, it was time.
And with this inner knowing, S-H-E opened her eyes, and in answer to that simple, single worded question, S-H-E replied with confidence, "Because I AM ready!"
- Kim Dreyer
Artwork from my Conscious Spirit Oracle Deck.
Conversations with S-H-E
Conversations with S-H-E begun early 2018 when S-H-E appeared first in a visionary dream state and then more frequently in meditations and dreams since then. 'Her' name - S-H-E - embodies the essence both SHE and HE; multidimensional states of consciousness between Spirit/Heaven/Earth; Yin-yang and All that is.